Posted by alexandra_k on January 4, 2005, at 2:59:53
In reply to Re: The duckies are terrorising the neighborhood, posted by Jai Narayan on January 3, 2005, at 8:24:02
Yeah. I have been thinking about it a lot. I did turn them into scavengers, which was something I was a bit afraid of - though I never really got what was wrong with that or what that meant.
But now they have expectations (demands) on humans. Now they are a menace to people and people will most likely respond to them with agression. Now they are open to their needs being frustrated.
I read something the other day about the difference betwen need gratification and over indulgance. They never needed me to feed them and I guess I over indulged them.
Yeah, I know, they are only duckies but they remind me why it is that I will never have any children. There is no middle ground with me and I would f*ck them up no matter which way I went.
If I don't get in somewhere I want to go to study philosophy I have decided to start a BSc. Biology. I think I would like theorietical molecular biology, or maybe evolutionary theory. Too much in my head. I need to learn to look around me a little more.
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