Posted by Jai Narayan on September 13, 2004, at 19:58:21
In reply to Re: being my mothers child...I remember.... » Jai Narayan, posted by Atticus on September 13, 2004, at 18:08:10
Oh my sweet Atticus.
I am so sorry we both have had the desire to leave this world for the mirror.
I read your reply out loud to my partner and he said, "Wow that guy speaks your language!"
You do we have a shared language.
Alice was my favorite childhood book.
I saw everything backwards.
Mirror.
this was discovered when I signed my name backwards.
I was in the mirror.
the whole world was backwards in my mind.I hate that your father was such a rage-aholic.
I hate that my dear friend had to have that kind of pain in his life.
Hate is a strong word.
but that is what this kind of oppression brings out in me.
We, who were abused, need to be loved.
Need to be held.
Need to have a safe place to let it all down.
Relax.
What a gift.
Relax.
It makes me feel good to write that word.
Oh Atticus you sweet man.....
I care for you very much.
Your Jai
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