Posted by Jai Narayan on August 10, 2004, at 21:28:51
In reply to Re: poem ... Almost 6 ****Trigger**** » Jai Narayan, posted by Atticus on August 10, 2004, at 20:17:15
When I am at work and turn a vitamin bottle in my hand to read the label for a customer then my silver lines appear on my tiny wrists. Some of the tracks are across the wrist some of them run down the length of the vein.
You see I was part of the group that needed a quick exit. I was overwhelmed with pain and saw no other way to deal.
My mother used to encourage me to kill myself, I know that is shocking but it's true. So being her daughter I wanted to suceed as well.Honestly I have had therapy on my mother.
I am still so moved by her...that woman that brought me into this world. That cold teat that wouldn't feed me. The ice queen. We all called her that.
but all that ended...she has died. I honestly doubted she would. But she did.
My god she did.
Oh Atticus...oh goodness.
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