Posted by blever on May 30, 2004, at 15:26:58
im just a misunderstood little girl. im a paranoid emotional mess. i could hurl this chair across the room, fall to my knees and scream, here, in the middle of class. i need a quick fix. i don't even know what i need right now. an outlet. i need to run around in circles and yell. i need someone to touch me.
yes, i'm a little crazy.
sometimes i like to scream and pace and kick things.
sometimes i enjoy rubbing my knuckles against the carpet untill they'r dripping with blood.
sometimes i have the ability to stare at nothing at all, for hours on end.
i fall asleep on the counter sometimes.
sometimes i enjoy sobbing uncontrollably and rocking back and forthe on my knees.
sometimes i think about how beautifully tragic it could be to kill myself.
sometimes i'm so happy, i cry and laugh hysterically, with this huge foolish grin plastered on my face for days - sometimes weeks on end.
what a fucked up mind im blessed with.
poster:blever
thread:352174
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