Posted by B2chica on May 23, 2004, at 17:56:11
How can it be that i am stuck here in my misery
forsaken and betrayed because of my chemistry
that i feel pain and they feel none
that is should vanish in this dying sun.The guilt i have it weighs heavy on my sould
this hatred i have has turned my heart cold
the stabbing pains of betrayal i feel
i reopen the wounds to never heal.Inward i turn to comfort my sin
no one needs know where i have been
where my mind goes when pain is near
when my heart bleeds from neverending fear
i can feel it close, the panic inside
i push down deep, so that i never cried."Keep your mouth close-what happened here
You should be ashamed and always fear.
No one will know of your stupid mistake
Keep your mouth closed or your life i will take.
-You made this happen, you wanted I KNOW."Now i have dreams that my blood it will flow.
Take this worthless life of mine
these dirty secrets i keep inside
the pain i feel it tears my soul
to always run and forever hide.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:349955
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