Posted by Fivefires on September 4, 2007, at 12:13:12
Totally like I just want to run for the covers!
I used to be ... I don't even need to tell you all.
I see one good thing happening and this is I'm thinking about getting a PT job constantly, so maybe that's at least something there.
Voc. rehab has been mentioned to me, but, I dunno', anyone ever found this helpful.(?)
Don't you just 'go for it' and do the best w/ what you get?
The last three jobs literally squeezed every last drop of 'employee self-esteem' right out of me. It was so bad, nearly thought I had a couple cases of dis*rimination. Butttttt, I'm not even goin' there.
Bitten yes, shy yes, but not to the point of no return.
I've just got to buckle down and do this w/o '2much' whining. I'm beginning w/ baby thoughts already, then the baby steps.
I expect so much from myself. This might be something to take a closer look at afa a deterrant, instead of a propellant.(?)
5f
poster:Fivefires
thread:780776
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/work/20061208/msgs/780776.html