Posted by TexasChic on January 15, 2007, at 15:17:37 [reposted on January 19, 2007, at 22:32:12 | original URL]
In reply to Re: Please send me good vibes tomorrow » TexasChic, posted by ClearSkies on January 14, 2007, at 23:50:13
My boss just called me from work to ask where this silly picture was that she had me print out for her I don't now how long ago. At the time she told me it was them just joking around, which it was. And being as she took it with her digital camera I just didn't see any reason to keep it along with my work files. Now she's all, "I mean for you to keep everything I give you, I need that for the big meeting tomorrow". What she could possibly need that silly picture for I don't know but it can't be anything business related. Anyway she sounded all pissy. This is the kind of thing that really gets to me. But from what I have heard that's just how she is sometimes. I just haven't been subject to it until now. I just don't know how to stop freaking out and thinking I'm going to get fired every time she gets testy with me. I just can't stand for people to be angry with me, it just freaks me out! I know this comes from being yelled at and scared all the time as a kid. And having some bad work experiences, including being fired when I didn't deserve it, doesn't exactly help my paranoia.
I just have to keep telling myself I didn't do anything wrong, and if the worst happened, getting fired, there would have been nothing I could have done to prevent it. And if she gripes me out tomorrow, I guess I'll just be respectful, tell her I'm sorry, and try to move on.
Okay I think I'll take a Xanax now.
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