Posted by zander on April 15, 2005, at 22:11:25
It has been two months since I have stopped taking effexor (I tapered) - I still have brain zaps at least once a day (not as frequent or severe as when I was taking the effexor), and after being so shut down, it does not take much for me to burst into tears, still. I would think that there would be improvement here. My digestive system is totally whacked, I'm a walking spasm....everytime I get prescribed another med for symptoms, my body cannot tolerate it and it makes me sicker than I was...am frustrated - when will I ever feel like myself again? Or is that even a possibility? I sometimes think that the only way out for me is to take another antidepressant, which I am so strongly adverse to...
Used tramadol to help get through the taper period, but no longer seems to work the same - no real effect, does nothing for pain - but I think that my body would freak if I decided to stop.
I am getting depressed because I feel terrible pretty much all the time - am not able to cope very well.....I am very, very, very tired of the whole thing...
I have not been getting answers to my questions from the docs about the long term effects other than they just don't know.
Spring is here, and I longing look out at my back yard wanting to spend time in my garden...sometimes I can manage 1/2-1 hour of working in it (this act constitutes me sitting on the ground to pull weeds) but then I pay for it later...I feel crappy and tired, pained....I have not been able to gain back weight that I lost....
I don't normally feel sorry for myself - In the last 3-1/2 months, I get up in the morning and make my bed...act as if I am going to go off to work - then try to do the best I can to get through the day and at least get a few things productive done, stay positive...but now am played out and don't know what to do anymore - I am VERY VERY TIRED...
poster:zander
thread:484916
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