Posted by obsidian on October 10, 2008, at 12:02:26
if I have it, I will smoke it, anytime I can
the thing is, I am out of pot now
I am going to have to be clear headed again
I am going to have to give a crap
I don't think it's going to feel good
I think that it's going to be rough
my therapist doesn't think it's good for me
because I am just so disconnected maybe?
I wish I could disappear
and things could just stop for a while
I don't really want to lose the people who care about me though
things sort of seem like somwhere else, like removed from me
I see their faces, I talk to them, but I'm somewhere else
anywhere but here
poster:obsidian
thread:856737
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