Posted by oldschool305 on November 9, 2007, at 7:00:36
In reply to Re: Alcohol - Addiction - HELP, posted by oldschool305 on November 9, 2007, at 6:54:31
i just realized that you posted this a month ago. how are you doing now? Still attending AA? I was wondering how does that work, do you get a sponser to help you? i need someone to help me because i know i can't do this alone.
right now, ofcourse, i want to quit drinking. but give it a week (if that) and i will have those urges again. some big party will happen and i will tell myself... okay, ill just have 2 drinks then go home but that never happens. i am always the last person to leave the party, don't remember driving home. i am the one that makes best of friends with everyone at the local pub, and the one to get kicked out of bars. i am the one who is the life of every party, but they don't know the real me. the me that is hungover for 3 days, severe anxiety.depression.panic attacks. they dont know how miserable i truly am. they always see me smiling with a drink in my hand. it's got to stop. what will i do for fun now? drinking is fun. where will i go on the weekends. do i have to give up all my friends now because they all party? this is scary.
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