Posted by dexedrinemad on March 18, 2006, at 22:58:57
Over the past ten years i have been on every mental health medication,all because some dodgy doctor gave me dexedrine,when i had no clue what it was....Only now i want to get this sh*t out off me,but it feels hopeless,i withdraw bad from meds and suiside seams a better option! At the moment im prescribed in daily dose....amisulpride 400mg,dexedrine180mg,valium 40mg,effexor xl 150mg,codine phosphate 120mg,paracetamol 2000mg,loratadine 30mg,and betacap,my nerves gives me sore skin..oh and aprox 30gr speed a week..I moved here from London,and i have no real friends,people who know me and only come round for valium or to borrow money.I have been getting really scitso at late,more than normal,i scream and shout at people....its crazy.I see a dr every six weeks for 5 mins if that.....he is totally useless,and the psyciaatrist.....pleaze, talk to the hand? Has anybody been in this situation where-you dont know what to start withdrawing from first,at what reduction,aparantly i was told it will take me ten years to get right,thats twenty years of my life gone through drugs.....im so confused,messed up-yet to the world,im a laugh,ok really...nothing could be so false....cheers dexmad....
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