Posted by NikkiT2 on March 18, 2006, at 9:54:01
Just a quick update...
"10 weeks, 5 days, 15 hours, 43 minutes, 55 seconds since Nikki quit smoking. That is 1,513 cigarettes not smoked and £378.25 not spent on cigarettes."
Its been hard, but is getting easier. A day doesn't pass without me thinking about them, but it is easier.
I'm not a non-smoker, and I doubt I ever will be.
But I like having money to spend in my bank account.. I like being able to treat myself. I like being able to have a little money building up in a savings account for a planned treat.
I like not smelling. I like not being tied to the addiction. I like being able to slob on the sofa for an entire day without worrying about going out to buy ciggies.
I just read "A million little pieces" by James Frey. I like the "I will choose not to take that drug". So I choose not to smoke ciggerattes. I choose to no longer be addicted.
Nikki xx
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