Posted by catmint on October 31, 2005, at 14:37:30
Hi,
Heather, I have been one day off pot and alcohol. That night you read my post was so bad, that I scared myself.
I guess I hit bottom, and now I want to stop drinking and pot for a good, long time.
I've done it before.
I could go to some meetings and I will If the craving is severe.
I have to do this, it's too scary how I felt. I was so needing my boyfriend to help, but too shut down to ask. Does that make sense? I feel so emotionally dependent on him, and I know he doesn't like it. So I just suffer on my own and pray. I want to be comforted so badly but I feel like maybe I'm needing to learn to comfort myself, which I don't know how to do.
I cry so much, and when I've been drinking, it's so much worse, so I keep telling myself that it will bring my down even more. I can stay strong to not drink just knowing this.
How are you doing? What keeps you strong to not drink? What meds are you on and do you really feel that you can't have a baby?
Amy
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