Posted by alexandra_k on October 28, 2005, at 17:58:22
okay. so speed used to be my drug of choice. except for the point that it is pretty wicked when mixed with an hallucinagen (like LSD or mushies) too...
but that was a few years back now...
you can't really get speed anymore. or if you do... it is crap. cut too much with all sorts of sh*t.
p is the thing. but p is rather expensive and stuff and i wasn't sure how it compared. i actually got to try some a couple days ago...
and WOW! I remember why I liked the speed! Pretty much the same buzz. amphetamines i guess...
it is just amazing. just absolutely amazing that it doesn't matter what is going on in your life, it really doesn't matter you take a hit and WOW! it is an amazing feeling... But that being said to each their own i suppose and I know a few people who like it well enough but really seem to click with opiates (which don't suit me so well).
mj muddles my brain. really. my thoughts just start rambeling or free associating or something. jumbled and you can't sort them so there is little point in trying. but with amphetamines the clarity sets in... it is like that with hallucinagens too. no matter how stoned you are if you take something else it just takes off and you get this rush of clarity. everything clears. and you feel wonderful. self confident. at peace. calm and collected. and powerful i guess. and i suppose if you take too much of it and don't get enough sleep then you can lose it a little with the feelings of power or the paranoid feelings that can set in.
but wow.
i had forgotten what i was missing.
hmm.
time to forget again.
the good thing about drugs being so expensive is that it tends to put you off using them rather ;-)
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