Posted by thinkfast on December 26, 2004, at 7:25:14
In reply to Methamphetamine!, posted by ed_uk on December 18, 2004, at 13:52:05
I've had a few spells of meth use in the last 3 years. As far as administration, I think I've done them all. Oral, snorting, smoking and injection. Either way you do it there is something that sucks about it. Anyone that's ever done it well tell you it tastes like crap. Even when you blast it you can taste it, though it's not as bad as the others. For me, it was the typical effects of euphoria and needing to talk...smoking a ton of ciggarettes...drinking a lot of fluids...etc...You also feel closer to people for some reason, I guess cuz it decreases inhibitions.
It actually calms my mind down considerably until I start coming down. After it's passed the time I usually go to bed I start doing the stereotypical tweaker stuff like cleaning stuff compulsively, looking out the blinds ;-), and just being generally neurotic. That sh*t turns everyone into obsessive-compulsives. What if you allready have OCD? Just a thought. I'm supposed to have OCD and amphetamines are one of the only things that calm my brain down. I still havn't decided if I want to trial Adderal or not, mainly cuz of my stimulant abuse. There is deffinently a line to draw between theraputic doses and way too much. If it were possible to do just a little meth it could probably be theraputic. Of course, when ur around the illegal stuff you are usually around people that do massive amounts to get the wicked rush it produces. I never cared much for that myself. Doing just enough to feel "normal" was all I was ever after. I admit that I've done way too much a few times and I regreted it later. It's good the first few hours or so but then it all goes to hell, every time.
It helps that I've seen more than a few people get completely reliant on meth and witnessed what it did to their body and mind. That makes me keep my distance most of the time. I always say there's nothing wrong with getting high every once in a while, but not to let it control you.
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