Posted by antigua on November 21, 2004, at 0:56:02
In reply to Re: i want to thank you, babble, posted by partlycloudy on November 20, 2004, at 19:03:19
O.K., so what do you want to do? Go back to where you were? Feeling horrible w/hangovers, regretful behavior and very little self-esteem? I'm not trying to be harsh, here, but I've watched you make some great strides and to be happier w/yourself. You were even thinking of changing your name.
Is it the upcoming holiday? They are very hard for me, except that I don't remember a single one from my childhood.How's that for blocking out the past? I've been wanting to drink all week, and I've clawed my way through it. I either am in a manic state or I sleep all day--but I'm not drinking. It's almost as if it's so bad that drinking wouldn't even make much of a difference, but I would have a helluva mess to clean up and I just don't want to deal w/that before a large contingent of my family arrives for the holiday on Tuesday.
On another subject, I'm worried that your T is retiring and you don't have a lot of time to prepare. That was a red light going off for me when you posted that.
hope you're o.k.
antigua
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