Posted by bsj on December 5, 2003, at 21:41:57
In reply to Re: Disussion of Opiate Therapy, posted by krazybirdlady on December 5, 2003, at 21:18:20
When I'm confronted with the possible/probable lack of proper medication in the future, my first impulse is suicide; and my second impluse; and my third. Living without it is cruel and hopeless; that's just the way I feel.
The one thing that holds me back is a great big project I've been working on for most of my life. I want to get into shape so others can see it. Most of my time over the last three months (since I've been taking the hydrocodone) has been devoted to this; I feel like I'm running out of time. The project has in it all the hope that I don't have; it's an embodiment of the real me, the way I should be but aren't.
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