Posted by TRACYANDDEANA on December 5, 2003, at 19:44:46
In reply to Adult ADD and drug abuse, posted by squids on December 5, 2003, at 18:03:02
HI,
MY HISTORY IS ONE VERY SIMILAR TO YOURS; ALTHOUGH, MY EXPERIANCE WITH THE REHABS AND DRUGS ARE LONG GONE. I HAVE BEEN TREATED FOR ADD/ADHD
FOR ABOUT 5 YEARS NOW. THE DRUG THAT I TAKE IS ADDERALL. IT WAS WONDERFUL THE FIRST 4 YEARS. IT OPENED MANY DOORS TO THINGS THAT I WAS NOT AWEAR OF BEFORE. (I GUESS I WAS GOING TO FAST TO REALIZE THINGS)
WELL LIKE I SAID EVERYTHING WAS FINE UNTIL ABOUT 6 MONTHS AGO. I FIND MYSELF UNABLE TO CONCENTRATE,
KIND OF DEPRESSED, AND FEELING REALLY WIERD. I FEEL LIKE MY PERSONALITY IS GONE. I FEEL LIKE I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANY MORE. ITS LIKE I AM SO AWEAR OF MY DRUG INDUCED STATE THAT I CANT EVEN SOCIALIZE RIGHT. IT IS LIKE MY BRAIN IS IN A CLOUD.
WELL THIS HAS PROBABLY NOT HELPED YOU, BUT IT FEELS GOOD WRITING ALL OF THIS DOWN. I REALLY DO NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO WHO UNDERSTANDS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR BATTLE, I WISH YOU WELL!
poster:TRACYANDDEANA
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