Posted by riot on January 6, 2009, at 0:25:36
HI everyone.
I'm a 21 year old female who is in treatment for Major Reoccuring Depression, PTSD, GAD, and now Fibromyalgia.I am on Lexapro and Seroquel. Seroquel is giving me reoccuring disturbing dreams, horrible night sweats and fatigue. I am starting to feel like its affectiveness is wearing off as i quickly need a high dosage to have to the same effect. even though its consistancy is irregular i am continuing on because it does help me sleep.
i have always hated school, i graduated high school early, i went into cosmetology school but just couldnt physically and mentally handle school and work full time. I tried for over three years, but with my pain and depression it was too hard for me and i'd end up burnt out.
i have now been unemployed since december with the exception of two months.
I feel like i'm going out of my mind just from the boredom. i picked up canvas and paint this week to start new art pieces.i am now torn as to what to do.. i am probably going to start "college" this fall, i have no idea what tomorrow will bring, so how am i supposed to figure out what to study. i am incapable of working full time, so whatever i study will only be for a part time career. do i study for money, or interest?
i just feel lost.
poster:riot
thread:872455
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