Posted by Angela2 on June 21, 2014, at 13:52:59
I went to a meet up group today. I organized it. It was a walk. I feel silly writing this here. Anyway, I didn't have a good time. Which, in the scheme of things is ok, so I don't know why I'm upset, but I am. This older guy I didn't know was there, and he was clearly interested in my friend, who was also there, a lot. I don't know why I'm writing this. I wasn't even interested in him that way. But I guess I just felt excluded from the conversation. There were a couple times I said things, that were meant to be funny, or anecdotal, that fell flat, like, silence. It hurt. But then again, this is a social anxiety group, full of people I didn't really know.
I don't want to be hard on myself. I dunno. Can someone give me some support? I kind of need it right now.
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