Posted by alexandra_k on January 28, 2014, at 21:20:20
In reply to Re: yay lorde, posted by baseball55 on January 28, 2014, at 20:50:06
thanks.
i'm usually... surprised when people read my rantings. pleased, usually. surprised in a nice way. that people took the time. expended the effort. but i'm not upset when people don't... because i don't really expect them to.
it helps me. talking things through. it is how i work through things. therapy for myself ha. and sometimes other people weigh in and that helps me, yeah.
even though duckie hurts me sometimes duckie gets me thinking, too. duckie has a knack for homing in on weakness... and usually it is the weakness that has got me worried, too. so... i think it is probably good for me. but it is a bit much for me sometimes... and shields come up.
it helps to because it helps alleviate some of the privacy / secrecy aspect that is shameful to me. getting it out lifts things... getting responses that are critical sometimes... is hard, in a way. but in another way it is strengthening. what is the worst thing that can happen? sometimes getting some of the worse and seeing you can cope survive okay can be helpful.
i'm flattered that duckie remembers a lot of what i say... and that it sticks with duckie... and duckie reminds me... because a lot of that stuff... doesn't sit right with me either...
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