Posted by alexandra_k on July 3, 2013, at 2:41:47
In reply to Re: gloomy reality, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 30, 2013, at 22:18:34
> oh yea i rerember that i was 17, that was 9 years ago i psoted to babble from the high school library all the time....then at college....its intresting to read what people have posted here over the years....
Yeah, that is from when I remember you. I guess you would have changed a lot. Not that I knew you particularly well then...
I feel embarrassed when I read some of my old posts, too.
> maxime and phillipa where the people i was pretty close to in the past.....its so sad to hear maxime died....
Yes. I remember feeling pretty fond of Phillipa for being a good support to you. I wasn't really sure how to be, myself... It was sad to hear about Maxime.
> but anyways, yea.....thanks for the response...but some of stuff i post it just goes into the wind, it goes on the internet on google with random people reading it, it never gets to people like my family and my friends that care....i've sat in sadness for a long time, shut off from people to get away from the pain
Do you like that feeling of it going into the wind? I used to try and find a little corner of the writing board (by responding to something that had been archived which would make my post appear solo embedded part way up the page and so more easily missed). I... Liked that feeling of it going to the wind. It felt reassuring to me that somebody would probably read it... But not many people. It was always nice to get a response but okay if not. Guess I never really expected one.
Or is it different for you?
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