35th birthday -- I'll be spending it alone. :..(

Posted by PhoenixGirl on January 22, 2013, at 16:06:17

I've been on PsychoBabble from the beginning, coming and going. I'm amazed to look back and see how grindingly persistent my mental illness and loneliness have been, despite so many meds, ECT, and years of therapy of all types. I have tried very hard. But my life has been emotional torture. I know I'm a good person, so how did it come to be that I will be spending my 35th birthday alone? I want to be surrounded by loving friends and family, but they don't even exist. It cuts me to the core. Why has this happened to me? I'm not weak, I did try. I don't want to die without achieving victory over this sickness. God, if you exist, please help me. I need you.

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35th birthday -- I'll be spending it alone. :..( PhoenixGirl 1/22/13
Re: 35th birthday -- I'll be spending it alone. :..( » PhoenixGirl Phillipa 1/22/13
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