Posted by chicagokat on August 31, 2012, at 13:51:37
Hi all,
I'm pretty new here on pb, only posted a couple times on the med board, but now I have a really bad social problem and I wondered if I coult get some advice; I'd really appreciate it.
I'm suffering from sever, untreatable depression, every med has failed me and even ect didn't help (I think it made it worse, actually)
But here's my problem: I've been suffering so badly since all the meds failed me, for about a year and a half. I live with my wonderful husband who, for some reason, sticks by me even though it can't be easy. Thank God for him.
But, the rest of my family all live scattered across the country, and all my friends live far away since we've moved. I've become very isolated b/c of all this. so I've relied on my family for support too much....I call them when I'm feeling alone and suicidal. But they are gettinng SICK of it and really don't want to hear from me any more. so now I feel even more alone, and feel like I'm not a part of the family. Do you guys have any suggestions, cos i'm getting eesperate and suicidal here, and i'm so afraid and lonely. i'm gonna try to join a support group on sunday,, but i'm terrified of going b/c i've become agoraphobic with all this time alone. Please, I just need to know someone cares, it hurts so vad to feel like my family doesn't
sorry to babble on so, i'm just so desperate. i do trly home no one here feels as bad, and i hope everyone finds happiness.
thanks
Kat
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