Posted by Christ_empowered on October 11, 2011, at 14:51:19
I feel like such a mental patient. Unemployed; filing for disability; living off my parents for the time being. Today my pdoc mentioned clozapine. Yes, clozapine: the weight-gaining, seizure-inducing medication of last resort. I really don't think I'm that bad off. I'd rather deal with my residual (and rather mild) hallucinations than turn to that stuff, thank you very much.
It just sucks. First I get hospitalized and told that its a mood disorder, I just "want to be bipolar", blah blah blah. Biggest waste of my insurance company and parents' money imaginable. Then I have to deal with d-bag "professionals" talking about me. Now, I have to deal with my problems and clozapine is coming up in the discussion. WTF?
Sometimes I hate psychiatry...
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