Posted by Deneb on January 13, 2011, at 11:48:40
I had a very vivid dream about pdoc. Due to the subject and nature of the dream, I could not tell it was really a dream and not reality.
In the dream I wake up screaming in my pdoc's office. I'm very confused. I learn that I had had a heart attack and almost died and then I lost my mind. I dunno, like had a psychotic break or something. Anyways the days after my heart attack were a blur and I drifted into and out of lucidity and had minimal understanding of the world around me. I guess people decided to take me to pdoc.
Finally with pdoc I regained lucidity. I learned that pdoc got into trouble for not noticing symptoms of heart problems. I told pdoc that I would do anything to help her get out of trouble. I said I loved pdoc. Pdoc said she loved and cared about me. At one point pdoc morphed into my Mom and became very critical. I did not like that. She turned back into pdoc and I blamed my psychosis.
The end of the dream was kind of weird. I was still hooked up to all these IV's and stuff. Pdoc hugged me and then I said my arm hurt. She looked at my arm and found that one of the needles traveled inside me and came out further down my arm. It was kind of gruesome. Pdoc screamed and ran out of the office.
So can anyone give me any insights to my dream?
Even though I guess this dream was technically a nightmare (lol), I really liked it. I felt like pdoc really cared about me.
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