Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 5, 2010, at 21:48:12
Sometimes there are thing that...people I know, If had just more power to grow and get better than I used to be and not under the opionion's of other from the past. Do you look down on people who look down on you? I mean yes...but after rejection, I have someone I know that is a very cruel person that I used to work for and...i'm glad i'm gone because if I ever went back, it would be the same thing over again, I never got inviteded to family thing's and it's just that way. Vanity speaking evil of other/s I know...It just hurt's so much, but I can't put my guard down and let myself be hurt again over vanity itself.
What should I do, I have just lost alot of things, I cannot function well, and I get so frustrated at myself because I know that I could be somwhere in life that I could be so much more better at than, this i'm living right now. Why does God let evil succeed? we'll that's not a question he just allow's it, I mean if the world blew up he would say "start over".. there is alot of disappointment's God has done but he's higher than us, so I guess he do whatever he want's. Anyways...
I just don't know what to do, people here don't understand me...they don't respond, because just nothing to say. One rule of thumb, do not talk about yourself all the time, I learned this and I realize I do it....be humble.
What can I get here? because I know that somethings you have to contribute to other's for a good relationship, not just "take".
I just want to learn to become a better person here on this site, I journal too much and it leads to nothing, what's the use of vain words to God, there's faith, but also there longsuffering and that's a fruit of the holy spirit. I sure don' like that bite of the of the fruit.
Just if someone reads this, what can I do with my life?
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:932623
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