Posted by inanimate peanut on December 26, 2009, at 0:18:29
In reply to Re: Obsessed with my meds, posted by janejane on December 25, 2009, at 4:48:50
My pdoc has actually been really sympathetic for the 1.5 years that I've been with her. She always returns calls the same day and gets me in quick if I really need an appointment. She's just saying no now because it's what the PDR Bible says she can and cannot do. I think I would have a really tough time finding a doc that would disagree with her without specifically sending a form letter out saying "dear doc, would you prescribe high doses of parnate with nortriptyline?" Believe me, I've thought about doing that- lol. I'm more worried now that I've made her mad and she won't want to work with me at all. I was a real b to her the other day. I feel really bad about it now, because I'm really not a mean person I was just so desperate to get the meds I thought would make me feel better. The irony is that now that I'm trying the increase I don't think it's going to work anyway. I'm so desperate for something/anything to make me feel better that I don't really care about the consequences. I'd give a kidney right now if it would make this bipolar crap go away.
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