Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on October 27, 2009, at 13:14:25
In reply to My brother..., posted by rjlockhart04-08 on October 27, 2009, at 1:11:29
Well,
Brother's I think spend time with eachother, yet you know I may just go and see him, and I don't know what the reaction is going to be....I can't be a stranger, but I don't want to get rebuked, and put off.
One thing, is I want to come back into life with my family, and it's shame that kept me from doing it. There are rules, which you follow by, but I just want to see my brother again, and not be any influence to something that he does not want, and people get tired of people who are boring [at least as I see myself] and what can I benefit intead of take, or run off and avoid a problem. I did have a "collapse" where I left work, and I just lost communication, and functioning in general, because of overload in my brain. And I don't want history to repeat it'self.
That's it, chrismas is coming up so...maybe that will be a good time, good time for giving to people. All, what I want is a friend as brother yet responsiblities and moving on with life, that just sometimes say's "bye". I think expectation's are higher of what he want's see in me. Yes, he is my brohter when it comes to "paycheck" and it will be low, that's how it was when I ate pizza with him, he got the bigger piece, because something called a "gold card" and I have the "wal-mart card"
Well, that's about it.
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