Posted by obsidian on October 5, 2009, at 15:29:01
In reply to Re: this quote's been on my mind... » obsidian, posted by Kath on October 5, 2009, at 10:32:36
yeah, I do go to therapy, and will actually be going more often soon.
I am tired of being scared. People say to me that I don't give the impression of being anxious and terrified. I suppose it is because I have managed to "function" despite it. I wonder what someone else might think if they could be me for a while. Maybe we all struggle, but I feel a lot like I'm just going to be overwhelmed.I have these dreams...where this giant wave is hovering overhead above me, and it's just about to crash.
Do I feel strong at the broken places?? not so much, but I suppose I try.
I guess I need to believe that something survives despite the losses we face. Some of this is about someone who is losing everything, and what remains of him.thanks Kath, pardon my rambling
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