Posted by jammerlich on September 1, 2009, at 23:13:04
I am here because no one in my real world can comprehend my pain, there's no one really to talk to about it and babble seems like a place I can put it and see the words:
I AM IN TREMENDOUS PAIN.
I AM IN TREMENDOUS PAIN.
I AM IN TREMENDOUS PAIN.
Maybe that will help it seem more real and not just something I imagine or that is intangible.I don't know how to explain it other than to say that if mental/emotional anguish could kill a person, I would most certainly be dead. It has made me wish I was.
I think having hope can wound the heart. I would like to never feel it again because it is just too hurtful to see it shatter around me.
poster:jammerlich
thread:915338
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