Posted by manic666 on August 31, 2009, at 12:55:13
its been 2 years since my bigest breakdown , i was admitted to hospital on a p docs blunder , when took by family to hospital because frankly i had lost it big time, it happend before an will again but this was a bad one . i was self medicateing on 10mg ativan an a full bottle of brandy, the p dogc said stop the ativan an the brandy cold,an take effexor , an sent me home . 3or 4 days later overdosed going crazy loosein 10 ativan , that should take a year to get off , but he didnt believe i had access to 10mg but i did,in hospital effexor rise 225mg, shakeing like a food blender, lay on walkin shower floor for hours ,cold water runnnig no help from the sh*t staff an p.dpoc only 2mg valium..bluffed out of nut house an went to my gp, convultions all the time , put me back on 4mg ativan saved my life, NOW i would love to lodge a complaint as it has damaged me behond repair, but would it go against me , i still need the hospital , i dont want to be out cast as a trouble maker but im mad an it never goes from my head , but i run the risk of a relapse with pressure i may get,the laywer,s seem to think its a no go,lets face it im mentally ill who believes me.do you think i should let it go .
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