Posted by Fivefires on August 4, 2009, at 7:56:41
In reply to Good to see your name on here! » Fivefires, posted by Kath on August 2, 2009, at 10:49:56
Tks K!!!!! I've missed you!
I'm ok now. Ya' know, I get a little overly dramatic now and then. (Ya' think?) It's difficult ending such a long relationship, actually it's grieving and sobbing and not eating and not GAS and wishing you had a scrip for some Fukitols, butt, it's the right thing to do, not all the prior emotional cr*p (wash my mouth out with soap somebutty!), but to move on and if my angels guide me in the right direction there will be a partner for me to love and trust in my future. Though there is pain, this feels right.
I'm getting my pc back in working order. I finally got good protection. Had thousands of emails to go through and spam or unspam or block or unblock or put on the white or black list.
It seems like every day am dealing w/ the law re: violations of the O*P. The ICM just isn't getting it. As well, I've got some physical issues I'm dealing with; some getting better; some just getting scheduled to begin to get better.
I can't imagine how I managed my life when I was working. I've been awake all night, so it's time to head to my corner and the sheep. (There are sheep there. They're on my blankie. The black ones have to stay down by my feet.
-_-... yes I need some shuteye.
best wishes all,
5f (I know! I typed F5 before. I didn't do it on purpose. I remember kept looking at it thinking 'I haven't posted in a long time cuz that looks funny?'. Then, later, thought about it and realized what I'd done.)
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