Posted by P h i l on August 3, 2009, at 1:39:56
Doc prescibed 15mg Zyprexa to shut this mania down. I did sleep OK last night.
Tonight I took an extra half of clonazepan my Zyprexa, my other meds and 2 benadryl.
I'm up eating soup at 1:15am.
I've been away from work for 1.5 months w/o pay and my money has dropped like a pregnant pole vaulter.
I have short term disability at work and may have to use it.
In the last month: attempted suicide, 4 days psych hospital, mixed states episode, started Lexapro, went manic for 7 days virtually without sleep.
Have to get back to work. They won't cut me loose for MI or I'd nail their hineys to the wall.
That's why my evaluations have slipped 3 years straight and I told my boss I knew what he was up to. I've done the same job for 8 years and I've worked hard my whole life with no bad evaluations...ever.
I have legal insurance and I'll request every record on everyone at my agency thru the freedom of info act
I work for the state and I'm not a minority. I know a minority that everyone knows doesn't do crap. He just got a huge raise.
If they screw me I'll screw them back and I can be an sob when I'm pissed. grrrr
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