Posted by Deneb on June 8, 2009, at 2:43:05
It has been a rough day for me and I think I've been suppressing my emotions.
I am upset. I guess I am still emotionally unstable. I feel hopeless. I have improved a lot, but it is not enough. I'm not sure I will ever be well enough. Why try then? For the first time in months I feel like giving up again.I don't think the feeling will last, I hope not.
Life is so hard. I'm a failure. I'm emotionally unstable for life. I will never get better. :( Garnet is right, I am not ready for dating. I don't think I can ever be in a real relationship. My Mom will never see me lead a successful life.
I wish I could die temporarily. I want to hide from the world. I'm not fit enough to survive.
I think I'm going to call in sick tomorrow and cry all day.
poster:Deneb
thread:899945
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