Posted by Deneb on March 13, 2009, at 1:56:28
I am going to SF for the babbleparty in May and I'm scared I'll be lonely and sad.
So far no one is rooming with me and Dr. Bob will probably only be with us for a day.
I'm spending a lot of money and don't want to be lonely and sad.
More scary though is I am seriously afraid of getting so lonely and sad that I kill myself.
I don't want to die now, but I know how quickly things can change and I am impulsive.
I don't want to die.
I have very clear images of my mind of dying in SF. I'm scared. I don't believe in psychic abilities though so I shouldn't be scared right??
:-(
I am just scared. I don't want to die. I am happy, I want to live to be 120 years old. I don't want to die on impulse because I got too lonely and sad to bear for one week.
I am seriously considering cancelling my flight because of this. I seriously do not want to die.
poster:Deneb
thread:885133
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