Posted by Kath on December 30, 2008, at 21:37:24
In reply to Re: So how you doing now Kath? » Kath, posted by TexasChic on December 30, 2008, at 21:15:06
> I know what you mean about creating a scenario in your head and running with it. I do that too. But it sounds like your son did okay, even with calling in. That's good too hear.
~ ~ ~ yup - then when I think negatively like that, I get scared that I'll CREATE whatever I'm afraid of! (the law of attraction thing). Yes, my son is really doing quite well with his job. I'm trying to focus on that. I was doing quite well with saying "Isn't it nice that...." whenever I got anxious. I just haven't been doing as well with it! Don't know exactly why. Maybe because I'd been feeling pretty well & then stopped using my SAD light lamp & would forget to take my St. John's Wort & 5HTP (ya might want to try it 5HTP TC) ~ ~
> I'm doing okay, but I've been off my meds for 3-4 weeks now, and I'm starting to feel some effects from it. Because I don't have insurance I just haven't gotten any more since I ran out. I know you all gave me a lot of places to look for help with that, and I did look into it. I found a hospital I could go to, but I guess I got side tracked with other things. Then I decided to try St. John's Wort and Valerian, so I will give that a shot until I figure something else out.~ ~ I know what you mean about knowing about something & just not getting around to it. St. John's Wort can take a while to build up in your body - or at least to start working, so don't despair if it hasn't worked yet. Some people find Valerian works well for them. I found that it gave me unpleasant dreams. I hope they work for you. How much SJW are you taking? ~ ~
> As for the job, I'm excited and nervous. But mainly I'm just excited at the thought of working again. Never thought I'd feel that way, but I do. I guess part of it is just being part of society again, but also I miss the opportunity that work gives me to channel my energy into something constructive. Not to mention the feeling of supporting myself!
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> -T~ ~ ~ I think it'll be a really positive thing for you. I'm looking forward to hearing about it when you begin.
Going to bed now - I guess I'll read first! :-)
I send biggie hugs, xo Kath
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