Posted by TexasChic on September 22, 2008, at 20:35:31
In reply to ((((((((((((((((((((you)))))))))))))))))))))))))) » TexasChic, posted by Kath on September 22, 2008, at 20:04:47
I know its not the right job anymore, but I have to pay the rent while I'm trying to find another job. I should be able to tough it out until then. If I can just make myself go in tomorrow I know it will get easier after that. But I guess what's bothering me is not knowing what to expect. Like you said Kath, I guess I should try to think of the worst case scenario. What bothers me is:
- that I haven't heard one word from my boss since right after I left. When I left a message saying my time off would be extended, & when I emailed her today to say I was sick and couldn't come in, I just expected her to respond in some way. I sat cringing waiting for some rude reply, and then nothing, which somehow makes it even worse.
- HR was supposed to send me their report about the complaint I made about her, but I haven't had access to my email since I left. My worry is they probably notified her too. I don't know for sure, but she was so 'concerned' at first I think its weird to hear no word from her now.
Worst case scenario:
- I get pulled into some meeting with her and maybe her boss and she starts bombarding me with questions I don't know how to answer.
- they tell me I'm fired.
- they say I have to work 12-16 hour days from now on.
- they all treat me weird. Everyone makes a big deal about me being back.
- I feel bad about the girl who called to check on me and I never called her back
- the one person I emailed to try to find out some news about what was happening in my absence replied that her people had to do all my work. She's kind of always like that though, she turns people off by making remarks like that.
- the unexpected, I guess that's the worst.That's all I can wring out of my subconscious for now. Maybe something will click that will allow me to go in tomorrow.
-T
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