Posted by Kath on August 28, 2008, at 15:06:16
Am feeling I guess anxious. Hubby & I had said to son that he can live with us until October.
It had seemed as though he & a friend would be able to get a place together in Oct if the friend's disability pension comes thru' in Sept. That's why we chose Oct.
There've been various options of him living with friends that have fallen through.
I don't even know what to think. Was at my doctor today - told him I realize that I do NOT think I can tell our son to leave if he has nowhere to go. I do NOT think I can go through having him 'live on the streets' again. I just don't think I can. So now realize that I have to talk to hubby about that. STRESSSSSSSS.
:-( I don't want my son to have mental health & addiction & money-management problems. I don't want certain realities to be real.
:-( I'm tired of it.
It makes me feel like I don't want to do this 'life' thing.
:-(
I try to think of all the things I have to be thankful for. I try to do whatever I can to make myself be more positive & "in the NOW". Sometimes I do not too badly.
Today, I feel like I'm not doing too well with it though.And now I have to take antibiotics & am supposed to take them 2 hrs before or 6 hrs after calcium....and my 'drug of choice' is Tim Horton's steeped tea with cream & sugar. Whine, whine. How totally pathetic is THAT!!! LOL - at least I made myself smile!
Kath
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