Posted by Fivefires on August 25, 2008, at 16:14:54
In reply to Re: Vabuse/ 911/ but fam *Mad At Me?* Need'TalkDown' » Fivefires, posted by llurpsienoodle on August 23, 2008, at 11:22:52
> 5f, I'm glad the effexor is working for you. Slowly-- it takes time to recover from a crisis. Are you getting better at taking care of yourself?
>
> hugs
> -LlLl - No!? I need my "Mommy" "Daddy" "Blankie", ... the words/the beings/the protection/the direction, I had as a child. Silly; I know. Embarrased; oh yeah. Honest; way! I've had years of being 'a leader', not a following sucking my thumb and pulling along my blankie. Who is me? That or this?
I feel, I mean, really *FEEL* A LOT, TOO MUCH! And, it hurts, so I guess it's negativity coming ... 'into me' v. 'from me'.
I need guidance, but there is no one IRL to turn to for this.
I think it's just a matter of waiting this out. Truly I believe it is possible to overcome and rise above this.
I just feal I could make the 'stuuupid/foolish' wrong turnl when one is presents to me.
Does this make any sense?
I need a hand to hold, not necessarily to lead me, for I can still lead at times, but just a hand, the 'someone has my back' hand.
thisistheworst
tks Li,
5f
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