Posted by TexasChic on August 19, 2008, at 15:07:29
In reply to Re: Thanks, all of you » TexasChic, posted by nfc on August 19, 2008, at 7:16:49
Thanks. I am trying to maintain that 'take it as it comes' mentality, but my emotions still go back and forth. Like today I woke up totally depressed, went back to bed, and just woke up now at 2PM! And now I'm feeling anxious again.
I go to my pdoc on Thursday, and I have to admit I'm kind of hoping they can extend my time off. I don't know if that's possible, and I know I shouldn't want that just so I will have time to get another job and not have to deal with going back to my old one. But its like you said, after being gone so long, it makes it really hard to think about going back! I feel like I should be strong enough to face it and not be trying to avoid it. I mean, I made it through day to day before, and that was without the break I've just had to rest. But I just find my not wanting to have anything to do with that job ever again!
I think I am just going to veg today, and take up the job hunting again tomorrow. I just feel too freaked out in spite of sleeping for hours on end.
Thanks for the support nbc (that's what my brain insists on calling you), and all the rest of you too.
-T
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