Posted by okydoky on June 26, 2008, at 16:21:27
Without detailing it I have gone through pain and depression since February and if my doctor had prescribed (or his office) the tests and meds I had needed I could have avoided almost entirely. It appears that because of it I have had to increase my oxycontin from 20 bid to 30-40 perhaps permanently after 5 years of taking it. I am unforgiving. Yesterday when I took my cathed urine to be tested and the lab still did not have the faxed r-x after almost two weeks, I lost it. Contemplated suicide. Been dealing with too much to have more. I know it sounds like nonsense but to my disturbed mind it does not take a lot (although all that went on was a lot to anyone) to push me. How to forgive and go on?oky
anyway perhaps this is not the site to bit**
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