Posted by Fivefires on April 26, 2008, at 15:12:37
In reply to Re: Let us know how it goes » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on April 25, 2008, at 23:17:31
I will move to meds when begin Nardil, if do.
Last night, middle of night, had a sudden onset revelation.
I am angry ... I mean really angry.
I'm awake in the middle of the night pissed off .. I on painkillers and now face pain because someone hurt me, but, what angers me is the
INJUSTICE.
Think what brought on was a woman telling me how unfair the world is and you just have to live w/ it.
A couple hours after talking w/ her, this feeling consumed me. I was so angry, I scared myself.
Anger ... I'm full of it.
Would you have known?
I didn't! (Not but for that we all know is part of the sadness and depression.)
Sad, depressed, oh yeah, but where was this sudden onset of seething anger emerging from and why now?
Root of all
How do I rid self of this? Forgiveness? Bahh! Not quite right. There is something between anger and forgiveness and I can't put my finger on it yet.
Perhaps all this depression is anger!
Pls don't worry I'd not hurt anyone; not flippin' out this way, though w/ thoughts that people do these things occurred last night; yes, very frightening.
Nope. There's another way.
A way between injustice to forgiveness.
Just gotta' find, and more than find, gotta' believe.
5f
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