Posted by zazenducke on February 14, 2008, at 6:55:15
In reply to Re: I want to die :-(, posted by Deneb on February 14, 2008, at 2:17:37
Deneb
Maybe you could get a summer job with the park service. In the US anyway lots of those jobs come with room and board so you could get away from your family and work in a nice place if you like the outdoors.
You're not lazy. Maybe you need to find a different dream. Maybe instead of wanting to die you really want to live passionately instead of being stifled trying to do what you think your family wants you to do.
> I think my family is ashamed of me. I'm the loser of the family. My sister has a biochem degree and is getting her masters.
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> Meanwhile I don't have any degree. It's all because I'm lazy. All I have to do is study, instead I choose to procrastinate. I'm just lazy. My sister is right. All my problems are because I'm lazy.
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> I just thought of taking all my Celexa, but that's stupid. It probably won't do anything and then I'll just need to get more Celexa.
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> Oops, I just found out I forgot to take meds yesterday. Wow, can one missed day bring me down?
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