Posted by Kath on February 9, 2008, at 17:06:25
In reply to Re: I have some good news :-) » Kath, posted by Dinah on February 9, 2008, at 12:53:41
Thx Dinah,
yes distance is good.
My tendency is to have this sort of gnawing or nagging feeling in the background. It's very vague, but it has to do with not knowing what's going on with him. BOY do I wish there was still a CoDA group in town; or anywhere near! I think I'll look online for one.
I feel often like I'm 'on alert'....waiting for whatever emergency is going to happen next for my son or in his life. I REALLY don't like it.
T says it's from trauma that happened when I was abouta 5 or so & if things cause feelings similar to what I had then, my mind doesn't know the difference! So something that is NOW & in the grand scheme of things, isn't THAT bad, my mind interprets it as AWFUL or I have the feeling that potentially, something awful will happen.
:-( oh well, I keep trying!
A little bit of the good old thing called SUN would be lovely!!!
hugs Kath
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