Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on January 27, 2008, at 20:13:10
In reply to This is what I'm going to do., posted by Michael83 on January 27, 2008, at 19:51:50
Honestly...I have found my depression to be pretty much the opposite of what you are experiencing.
I guess it's because I lost what could be said where the two most important things to me in my life: a child and a lifelong soul mate. (Literally...I did lose them, to death of course.) After that I just felt like "Bahh..we are just between the Ice Ages anyways...I don't care about tomorrow. Tomorrow has come for me...it spit in my face and crippled me, so I really just DON'T CARE." I still resign that to myself sometimes too, because I feel us f***ing 'humans' have screwed the world up so bad, I take a bit of heart in that it's going to come to an end for the human race sooner or later. It's just a matter of time. I personally am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of living old and alone, empty, seeing all the people I love go one by one. Religion may help, but there of course is never no 100 percent written money-back guarantee...heh.Jay
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