Posted by jammerlich on October 24, 2007, at 19:26:08
i'm not sure why; nothing happened. it's just been a miserable day. all i wanted to do for most of it was eat, and that's just what i did. toast, frozen meal, cheez-its, candy, diet soda, cookies, chips, hot and iced tea. thankfully, that's passed and now i'm just thirsty. i'm glad this feeling doesn't hit me too often b/c i give into it very easily.
i think maybe my problem is grief. i noticed the link for that board last night and have been crying, on and off, ever since. grief for the marriage that never was what i believed it to be, for plans that will never be, for a lost T, for loss of the security being married gave me, for a lost childhood. the sadness is overwhelming right now.
bad day.
poster:jammerlich
thread:791182
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