Posted by TexasChic on September 20, 2007, at 20:06:55
I don't know if I can put this into any sort of coherent dialogue, but here it goes.
- I don't have enough money to do more than pay my bills. Forget fixing my car, buying clothes for work, or buying something just for fun. Grrrr!
- after working my *ss off last week (14 hour days), my boss had nothing but complaints and wanted to know what the problem was, if I was having problems at home, health issues etc. The thing is...
... my pdoc has had me on different meds which were NOT working - I'm now back on the old ones
... I've had several pdoc appts after work, which I would tell her about so she would know I couldn't stay late, but I always put in my 8 hrs. That's what made her think I have health problems.
... as far as problems at home, well, I'll go into that later.
The bottom line is, there was nothing wrong with my work. It was better than the other two people in my position (and I'm being honest in a way I never could if this wasn't anonymous), but apparently that's not good enough. Argggg!- my brother, the one who got straight A's, got a college degree, stayed with our religious upbringing, got married, does mission work in Mexico, picks up people stranded on the side of the road, and gave back the $200+ envelope of money he found at a ticket booth when the person came looking and was able to say how much was in it, well, he's been smoking crack! Sounds like a bad joke doesn't it? Ahhhhhh!!!!
Why does everything have to be so hard???
-T
P.S. Oh, and I have a review at work tomorrow.
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