Posted by ClearSkies on September 19, 2007, at 12:12:01
In reply to Re: ...and there's this sadness too. TRIGGER » ClearSkies, posted by Phillipa on September 19, 2007, at 11:59:11
> Clear Skies why do you say that? Are you talking about 9 ll. I don't like to think of it as it reminds me of my Blind Son from Desert Storm. And everyone here flew their flag? I this what you mean? Phillipa
Yes, Phillipa. It's like nobody even remembered it this year. And since seeing the site I can't stop thinking about the loss. Can't stop crying. Like I didn't really get it until now. It's too much. I told my mom about it yesterday and she said that we can't look at the sad stuff if it upsets us. She always sticks her head in the ground like an ostrich, pretends it never happened. Geez I am triggered big time. I have a call in to my therapist to see if I can see her before my next appointment. No food in the house and I can't even go out for groceries, not crying like this. And this just came out of the blue after I went for a walk this morning, you know how your mind just starts to work on its own when you walk around? And I started to cry and haven't really stopped.cs
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