Posted by SometimesBlue on August 23, 2007, at 11:31:13
In reply to Re: In a Hole, can't seem to get out.... » SometimesBlue, posted by ClearSkies on August 23, 2007, at 9:56:21
Here's the thing...i dont want help, i dont want to go outside myself to get help...i wanna be able to help myself, to have control over myself, to be able to control me, my emotions, my addictions, my everything (sounds like a sad country song..lol). But at the end of everyday, when i get home from work, i lose myself. So all i end up doing is hating myself, because it's me doing this to me. When am i going to see clear skies all day long...it's always dark where i am.
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